its been a couple of days since i last blogged..but everything has been cool...ma birthday is in 3 days!!!!! WHOOOOOAAA! valentines day was banging. since ma man worked on vday, da saturday before he took me out. we went to da gallery i was shoppin. den he took me out to eat at a chinese resturant in chinatown and afterwards we walked around for a little bit and then we went to LOVE park and looked at the city lights cuz by then the sun had set and it was gettin dark. and he waited wit me at Berks until ma cuzin came to pick me up. but that day i had got a card in the mail from him, it was the sweetest card ever! and on sunday morning ma mom woke me up and he had sent me flowers....they were beautiful. on vday wen i got home from skool, i saw another box and he had sent me another beautiful arrangement. i had the best vday ever!!!!! and next Saturday ma fam is cummin down and ma grls cummin over and ma baby takin me out for ma birthday!!!!!

anyway, yesterday he was here. we was chillin. wen he got here i was takin a shower and he was all by himself with ma mom downstairs waiting for me. had to do ma hair downstairs n everythin. he left like at 11:30, OMG dis nucca dun left hickeys on ma damn neck...yo im still tryna hide them from my mom. gotta wear ma hair down.

well i havent been to skool for two days, i had this stomach virus and got real sick. i was even in the emergency room. i want to go back but then again i dont. today i went prom shoppin in jersey. i found 4 perfect dresses and couldnt buy one.....I WAS SO FURIOUS. well ima try this weekened again. it has to be the right dress since im going to ma prom and ma man's!

ahhh i got my class ring today!!!!!!!!!!! im extra happy, all my gurls turned it and travis (my big brother) and our picture was taken for da year book. ma ring is sooo pretty. ms.prusack was like "did u lose weight? u look so thin" lol i was like omg....i was all happy to hear that. well i found the perfect prom dress and im gettin it made! i cant wait till my prom and my man's prom. i mite see ma baby tomorrow, he came over on tuesday and he was tryna help me study for physics but um we soon figured that we can't study together...lol well dat is.....i gotta go im feelin sick, ive got da biggest headache ever...........

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yesterday me and my baby went to the movies with dalina christian and nathalia. we all saw hide and seek. but before that he came to my house around 2 and we was all boo loving and chilling.... aw it was the best. i love being with him. and wen im in his arms....i never wanna him to let me go. i wish i cud stay in his arms allllllllllll day. he got me str8 trippin!!!! dalina approved of him lol so did jennifer. hes tha sweetest. i want this relationship to work. he says that in me he sees promise.....

aww he brought me this sponge bob shirt....it was all big. its cool thou i rock it as a nite shirt. n e wayz yesterday after the movies we went to go eat and den i went to dalina's house and slept over. yo i swear, i be over there more than i be at my own house. well me and here bout to start workin cuz her job is hiring and im hoping on that.

tomorrow me and ma cuzin nani going prom shoppin. we going to franklin mills and oxford valley mall. but iono cuz i was thinkin of asking my aunt to hook me up wit a dress. lets see wut happens!!!

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ahhhhhhh im so happy! i go wit freddy!!!!! omg im so friggin happy. we asked me out saturday. hes more than i cud ever ask for in a guy!!!!! he the kind of guy grls only DREAM of. i no that this time things are gunna b different. and now i got a valentine and a prom date! YAY

well onto otha things.... im sick AS I DUN NO WUT! i guess its from being outside on friday wen i went to da movies and it was all cold n shit. i aint even go to skool today. i no wut im gettin on ma report card. i got a B in lucarini's class.....YO WHAT IS DAT? i was EXCITED AS HELL.

eng-A, alg-B, physics-B, italian-A, psychology-A, american history-A

wut now, whose smart? lol. on wed im going to washington. im gunna have to spend the whole day w.o talkin to my baby! but i get to see him on friday. we're gunna go watch hide n seek. dalina n chris are cuming and then after wards im sleepin over her house. i love it over there. lol. im more at her house then i am at mine... um wut else, next thurs, da 10th, i get my CLASS RING! cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaa boi!

im outz, im baby sittin and im hungry. holla atcha gerl!

I figured out what I`m going to do. I`m going to wait forever if I have to. I just don`t think I could live with myself if I give up what we have-no matter how much hurt you`ve caused me. Fate brought us together, Fate split us up. I have faith that fate will bring us back together again. I just hope you feel the same